Story about Dota [ part 4 ]

During the battle, chasing someone with throw Storm Bolt or Magic Missile is common now. But, due to Warcraft 3 engine, rendering Stun time can’t be manipulated, slow skill become the answer. We can stack many slow skill such as Poison Touch, Frost Nova, Degen Aura etc and there isn’t any reduction at all for those skill. Compare to stun, the longest stun ever around 3.75 sec, if i’m not mistaken, Magnus Reverse Polarity can do that. But, it’s an ultimate skill, compare it to single skill like any other slower skill. But, both of slower and stuner can be countered by one thing. Still Black King Bar is the real answer for this problem the end.. xD

me: slower batter then stuner..

Mood Aku Down [ unknown part 2 ]

#Part 1

puspa: “sedihnya hari ni.. Sedih sangat2.” [kata-kata puspa 3 jam yang lalu, dalam SMS.

Aku diam jak,tidak replay msg dia ...?? dan sekarang aku sedikit resah.
back then i know its hard and it was not easy for me neither... i know its seems like i ran away but the truth is i know exactly what is going on in your little confusing heart..back to puspa here we goes.. If you really believe in love, think again. Because i dont think so! Responsibility first, love will come then. Insyaallah!


#Part 2

”hello, assalamualaikum abg. buat apa?“

ndada, tengah repair laktop, adapaitu?

”tiada.. Tanya khabar jak, di kampung sudah ni abg.. “

Owh..hurmm..

”tiada orang di rumah jadi kuar kejap jalan sendiri-sendiri. “

Emmm..malam, jalan sendiri-sendiri? di mana?

”Dekat-dekat sini jak. Tenangkan fikiran.. “

owh...

” Emmm.. “

….. silent.. silent.. and silent …..

” Ok lah abg.. saja call.. tanya khabar! “

OK..
*dalam hati: be safe then.

************

enough is enough..aku selalu benar terjebak dalam situasi serupa...but,
sebabnya aku terlalu baik untuk membiarkan diri aku hanyut ditelan dilema perasan orang sehingga kadang-kadang aku sendiri lemas diperangkap dilema hati dan perasaan...ya, aku tahu
aku tahu kau perlukan teman, aku tahu kau perlukan seseorang, aku tahu kau perlukan tempat mengadu, aku tahu kau perlukan sokongan, aku tahu kau perlukan nasihat serta dorongan untuk kuat dan tabah ..but you see, Fair enough, for that, i did what i had to do. Luckily the offer came just about the right time. I know back then you dont think its a good idea but i hope now you know..

*now you know and its OK for you to ignore me as i know you dont need me anymore!

#Part 3

sedih tunggu khabar qaseh, buat apa? sehat2 juga? sudah makan belum? makan apa? kenyang ka juga? haiz...

*reality might be unpleasant but lower expectation with some rationale will be good enough for an abandon relationship.

Yang merah itu Saga

"YANG MERAH ITU SAGA, YANG KELOK ITU KENDI..

YANG INDAH ITU BAHASA, YANG ELOK ITU BUDI!!"

*Once you decide on what you really want, there is no more turning back..

“JANGAN DISEMAI MAWAR BERDURI, ANDAI HATI LEMAH BERDIRI..

MENGAPA TEGAR MENIPU DIRI, TEPUK DADA TANYALAH HATI!

Wings - Padamkan Lampu Tidurmu

Terikat dua tangan bagai nasib tawanan
Terkunci mata mulut peluh tumpah dibadan
Kau paksa ku tunduk berlutut sebelum kau menghukum
Kau mungkin tak percaya aku ada pendinding
Seribu satu doa hulubalang yang kadim

Jangan... jangan teruskannya selagi hatimu tak cukup zalim
Jangan... jangan kotakannya selagi hukuman tidak setanding

Dengan serapah semangat tujuh milikku
Akan ku tukarkan dunia menjadi syurga si gelendangan
Tiada tangisan angkara dusta tiada diri berbeza
Diam saja bersyukurlah

Padamkan lampu tidur tutup mata fikirkan
Di dalam gelap engkau masih mampu melihat benar
Padamkan lampu tidur nyalakan lampu hati
Hitam dan putih tetap indah bila kau kenal
Oh warnanya...

*sempena menyambut hari laktop yang error layan lagu ni pas tu masuk tidur..the end.

laktop ni cb la

Ishh..laktop ni, aku hampas jugak tidak lama!! tiap kali aku On dia keluar cengini..
[rundll32.exe - Application Error]
The application was unable to start correctly (0xc0000005). Click OK to close the application.

bukan aku tidak tahu macam mana mau repair atau fix, tapi dia buat hal pada waktu-waktu yang tidak sesuai..aku nak online la!! wtf... T_T aku rindu dengan internet, rindu mahu mendownload, rindu mahu main dota, Hon, Sdo, Ragnarok, Cabal, dan segala game-game yang telah aku install di laktop ni..zzzz..paling penting aku rindu mahu tengok wajah kekasih aku dalam laktop ni, still...i got error :(



Ni aku guna laktop abang kawan, nasib dia bagi pinjam, tu pun ada lagi kaki-kaki game nak guna laktop ni, alasan aku mau cek facebook, pada sesapa yang main Cafe World dekat facebook tu dia tahu la macam mana rasanya befacebook dengan game tu..kena jaga 24jam Ooo..haha..kejap lagi aku nak format laktop tapi masalahnya cd windows tidak ada..uhuhu..masalah juga tu..dan masalah lagi sesetengah file dan programs yang penting ada dalam drive C, hadus....kacau fikiran


Bila aku kenang-kenangkan laktop ni, buat hati aku geram, masalahnya dia buat hal memang pada waktu-waktu yang paling-paling tidak sesuai, hari pulak dah jauh malam, kalu tidak boleh aku bawak laktop ni jumpa kawan, biar dia cakap sendiri dengan kawan tu.." tolong format aku..aku rosak " ..then..terpaksalah tunggu hari esok..hai laktop..kau buat aku haru biru..the end.



*not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you.

Aku dan Facebook [ Intro ]

*apa motif semua ni ? xD

in a really sorry mode

sometimes.. No. Most of the time, certain thing were better off left unknown. sometimes, curiosity will only promise you harm.

sost of the time, the truth was not pretty. Most of the time we dont like the truth. sost of the time we do not expect the truth can be so frustrating. Most of the time we craving for a different truth. We always want to hear what we want to. We always want to believe what we want to. We always forget that most of the time the truth was not like what we want it.

so, why bother to be curious then? So that we do not live in denial. So that we could be ready for the most difficult process in life. The ACCEPTANCE process.

unless we are ready for the acceptance, things are much more better off to be left unknown!

*sorry to unknown

“JANGAN DISEMAI MAWAR BERDURI, ANDAI HATI LEMAH BERDIRI..

MENGAPA TEGAR MENIPU DIRI, TEPUK DADA TANYALAH HATI!”

Aku Kau & Dota [ The End ? ]

sometimes it’s hard to say “I quit”. After 7 years playing dota and wrinting in this guide for almost 2-4months, i think it’s time to get some rest. I don’t have any feeling that makes me wanna play DotA again, this how i fell just now there and this..i'm i? no passion, there is nothing that i want to rush. I think everybody will or maybe already had this feeling before. The best answer maybe leave the game for a while, take a rest, and come back with full passion, searching for something unfinished business...? haha..like a hell..

thanks for the readers, i’ll come write again even with my terrible english, at least i try, but anyway thanks for some critics, comment, idea, opinion, thanks. This is my first blog (i think iwill change this blog to sare some of my story in the future since i like this blog) and the responses from you all dotA lovers were good.

I’m going to search my fate in UcPlay. This is the game that i play along with Blueserver 3 years ago but since dotA get some fanatic or ‘extreme’ people playing in my bnet, i had no idea how to enjoy that game again. Last but not least, i will take a survey about enjoyment while playing game. This survey is needed for my thesis. I hope you participate in this survey since i know the readers here are game lovers. I learn so much from here, from learning english (i know not every word i wrote is good enough to be read by you), sharing opinion, and many more. I can only say thanks since i can’t give any of you anything....bye bye Garena..UcPlay, here i come xD

See you again , long live dota !!

* i quit playing dota in garena, but still i play dota in Ucplay xD

Layan Command and Conquer Red Alert 3

Red Alert was a game I had played for a long time, the first time I played it was Red Alert 2. I spent whole days on it, and I immediately got the Yuri’s revenge expansion as soon as it was out. Until last year, I found out that there was Red Alert 3, which I thought was a great disappointment.







Command and Conquer Red Alert 3: Uprising hehe...
game ni aku dah lama layan tapi aku stop untuk jangka masa panjang...sebab? sebelum Red Alert 3 kuar Red Alert 1-2 hanya main secara solo i think, dan yang ke 3 ni dia boleh network... xD
The game doesn’t require Red Alert 3, and is a stand alone expansion. In this new expansion, the story is more in-depth, with a new commander mod..






Many units disappeared, leaving only a few units left to play. As a result, I didn’t play Red Alert 3 for long, and later stopped playing it. The only good thing is a new faction, even though I completely disliked using the Japanese Empire. In my opinion (don’t get mad), I can’t really think of many different types of strategies, since there aren’t as much units as before. Other than that, I didn’t really like the idea of giving all the units special abilities since I cut down the number of units...






the end..

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*somehow i really don't know, kenapa aku suka benda-benda cengini.. ? any ?

Yui - Love & Truth

Yui - Love & Truth (Movie Ver) @ Yahoo! Video

#my song just now..by yui

Konna ni omotte iru Jikan wa tomatte kurenai
Karappo no kokoro wa anata no kimochi wo mada mitsukerarenai

Onaji e wo nido to egaku koto wa dekinai no ni
Atashi no kanjou wa tada kurikaeshite bakari

"Ai no uta" wo kikasete yo sono yokogao mitsumeta
Anata no koto shiritai yo mou deatte shimatta no

Donna ni sabishikute mo mata aeru ki ga shite iru kara
Riyuu nante iranai hiki kaesenai koto wo shitte iru

Kono mama ja wasuremono ni natte shimau desho?
Atashi no kanjou wa namida no oku kagayaita

"Ai no uta" wo kikasete yo sono yokogao sono saki ni
Anata ga ima mitsumeteru hito ga iru to wakatte mo

Tsubasa wo kudasai to shinjite utau you ni atashi datte chikau yo
Kako no zenbu uke ireru tte kimeta

"Ai no uta" wo kuchizusamu sono egao ni furetai
Anata ga ima mitsumeteru hito ga iru to wakatte mo

"Ai no uta" wa owaranai mou deatte shimatta no
... Owaranai... Love & Truth

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-THE TRANSLATION-

m thinking about you so much…time doesn’t stop for me
My empty heart still can’t find your feelings

I can never draw the same picture twice
But my emotions are just repeating over and over again

Let me listen to your “love song.”
I stared at your profile
I want to know about you, now that I’ve met you

No matter how lonely I get, I have a feeling we’ll meet again
I don’t need a reason; I know I can’t turn back

With the way it is now
I’ll just become a part of your memory, right?
My emotions shone like the depths of tears…

Let me listen to your “love song.” Your profile…
I understand there’s a person you’re gazing at right in front of you but…

Please give me wings and believe that, just as with this song
I swear
I’ve decided to accept all the past

I hum the “love song”…I want to touch your smiling face
Even though I know that there’s someone you’re gazing at

My “love song” never ends - I’ve already met you

…It never will end… LOVE & TRUTH


*thx to Durante write the translation for me, credit to lioa xD

hati aku..

Hati datang membawa derita..sakit hati lebih perit dari sakit disebat cemeti. ..semacam konflik hati adalah perkara paling sukar dan menyesak kan!


aku lebih suka seperti dulu... seperti waktu dulu-dulu..itu.. waktu hati dicarik-carik oleh seorang wanita dan waktu aku mahu lupa yang aku ada hati..dan waktu aku mahu simpan hati dan perasaan dalam sebuah peti. Peti kermat pendinding ancaman belas dan simpati, dan hingga ada waktu nya aku benar-benar lupa yang aku punya hati. ..hanya sedikit perasaan yang difikir bawa oleh akal...



dan..seorang wanita juga yang mengutip dan mencantumkan kembali hati aku yang relai...dan, seorang wanita juga yang membuka peti keramat pendinding ancaman belas dan simpati...dan, seorang wanita istimewa yang mengingatkan aku yang aku juga punya hati...dan, seorang wanita yang membuatkan aku tekad mahu terus bersama dengan hati pencetus kasih...


hurmm..dan, yang pasti aku masi lagi haru biru...the end.

Story about Dota [ part 3 ]

after sick and tired of playing pub with support hero, now i play with my own hero. I don’t care whether my chosen is support or not, but at least i want to play with it . aku malas masa main dota other friend ask me pick hero ini atau itu..lmaooo. Selalu kalau main asyik kena suruh pick hero sapot, Int Hero. After a week playing like that, i found that the best support hero is Ezalor, the worst enemy in solo lane is Viper and Vengeful Spirit is all around hero. Spiritbreaker chosen by some people now, i don’t know but is there something different with him since last version? the same thing happen with bloodseeker.

macam malam semalam,main guna hero int, Ezalor and i don’t see why Lich got the same build with me. I should get guinsoo not mekans because Lich already got it. But after all, i don’t like Ezalor too much if no intel hero killer in team like Enchantrees or Obsidian Destroyer maybe. hmm..just an opinion after all :D

Award ? thx..

.....award...hurmm...dapat award, tee..he..he...[ kompius ]...
owhh..forgot..assalamualaikum....hehe..owh...ya, before i forgot, credit to sue, sebab bagi award nie, terima kasih banyak-banyak.

eerr..er..errr..ok, bagi award ni dekat

1. Qaseh

2. Najwa

3. Cik Akma

4. Matt

5. Dahlia

6. Rafz

7. Zyla

8. Ann

9. Bidadari Hijau

10. andi Natalia

11. Rinadorina

12. lalock

13. adifStory

14. Farhana

15. Sintakis xD

dan bagi award yang ni oso credit tu sue
dan 15 orang yang aku mau awardkan...nama-nama ialah:

eerr..er..errr..ok, bagi award ni dekat

1. Qaseh

2. Najwa

3. Cik Akma

4. Matt

5. Dahlia

6. Rafz

7. Zyla

8. Ann

9. Bidadari Hijau

10. andi Natalia

11. Rinadorina

12. lalock

13. adifStory

14. Farhana

15. Sintakis xD

terima kasih...the End.

Story about Dota [ part 2 ]

lucu pulak baca tentang zeus dekat satu forum di satu laman web.. diaorang panggil Zues?:D I think everyone knows that Zeus is a legend or God at the past time in Greece. jadi apa anda pikir tentang Zues ? xD


Well, I think only some of melee hero can survive against ranged hero, especially ranged who can cast spell or orb modified. Tide will win if he can get perseverance fast, so he can stay spam gush or try to scare and get a lucky strike. About Mortred, i don’t have the right and good answer, believe me Mortred is a creepy hero at start and he can’t participate well in big battle, especially when AoE hero move in the big clash. He will get killed so easy. Kalau anda tentang soalan ni, aku cuma boleh cakap.. the counter should be other Agi hero like FV, Troll, other permastun and some kind of Tank Anubarak and maybe Blade Mail. lol.

Believe me asking this question will never get the right and exact answer because there always be probably and possibility, you can hex him if he don’t get BKB, you can stun him or finger dead him, stun him if you get a lucky strike (hero aku paling suka ialah PA, sebab dodges dia very well)

cerita follower dan kasih sayang

salam all..macam biasa aktiviti di subuh hari, waktu siang kalau tiada buat apa-apa masa itu selalu dihabiskan dengan tidur lain pulak ceritanya di malam hari, macam aku? dunia ni macam terbalik sudah, siang tidur malam berjaga lmaooo...4-5 jam sebelum ni aku banyak buat blog walking,dan.. lebih kepada baca entri dekat blog others, tapi apa yang aku tulis ni mesej dia lebih kepada untuk aku, and here what i got..


kalau anda rasa aku ni seorang yang pervert dengan membuat perkara ini, anda betul buat pertama kalinya, tapi macam biasa, salahkan kecomelan anda semua memfollow blog aku xD
dan kenapa tiba-tiba aku post entry yang ndak berguna ini? sebenarnya atas beberapa sebab yang berikut:
Aku tidak berapa suka orang lain minta aku follow blog mereka semua disebabkan mereka telah memfollow aku...kan tidak ikhlas disitu.. Aku akan follow anda jika blog anda?...emmm...fun untuk di baca xD
Aku tidak suka tags dan awards dan aku masih baru di dunia blog.. aku buat blog ni pada 16 atau 18 haribulan 1 2010 tetapi hanya aktif pada pertengahan bulan 2 dan 50% followers aku adalah dari orang yang aku tidak pernah kenal.. Susah sebenarnya handak menarik orang lain untuk follow kita dengan iklas sebab aku tidak pernah minta sesiapa menjadi follower aku. Dan kini, aku ada 56 followers, sikit jak..but thanks.






Aku playboy? bukan..aku bukan playboy. aku setia, setia mungkin.
Dan yang paling penting, aku mau bagi tahu yang aku ni bukan playboy walaupun aku suka tengok gadis-gadis comel, tetapi di dalam hati aku hanya ada seorang sahaja penghuni sampai lah bila-bila. Lumrah la lelaki sukakan sesuatu yang cantik. Perempuan mana tahu., bagi diaorang, lelaki ni semua sama, gatal la ini la itu la haha... Padahal lelaki ni alim sebenarnya. Lelaki suka memerhati dan menatap keindahan serta keunikan ciptaan Tuhan.. the end.

to my lovely dear

"somehow we're not perfect.

but i'm not going to be perfect.

neither asking you to be perfect.

just wishing our relation will be perfect.

not dreaming to much. it's enough just

to have the perfect ending.

i don't care if we're having imperfect relation.

just wishing to have perfect end."

Story about Dota [ part 1 ]

this is the longest time that i don’t played dota, maybe for 2-3 days i don’t login to garena or battel.net . Everytime i want to play, i had remembered when playing in some cc game, everything isn’t good at all. so i decided to at least off a while, and play another game, like sdo-x, red`alert 3, ps2, or other game. But tonight, i’m ready for dota again (hopefully), and meet some other noob again xD.



many people argue that mortred high end build is like this, or maybe like those, but you can’t reach those item if your mate, or the game can’t come close to an end or late game. So, i recommend you if you want to play those hero with your own build, make sure your mate let you farm and last hit hero, pull creep, and etc since you’re the one they hope.. the end.

Wings - Semalam Yang Hangat

*song that i listen just now..

Sebelum engkau ke mari
Tiada resah
Tiada khuatir

Menjelang kemesraanku
Yang di rindu
Hanya syahdu


Mengapa itu
Mahu jadi teman
Mahu jadi kekasih
Selamanya...oh...

Aku bukan lagi mainan dulu
Telah kucampakkan kau ke mana
Ke lautan hitam yang ku tahu
Pasti kita tak jumpa

Semalam
Itu semalam
Hari ini aku hidup
Dalam dunia yang aman
Kenangan
Kita lucutkan
Kita bakar sama-sama
Pengalaman hidup
Seksa...

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*kau semai hatiku
dengan bunga rindu
kau penuhi dadaku
dengan virus cintamu
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