all i have to give

after this, apa-apa jadi pun saya tidak akan salah kan kamu. Kamu akan salahkan saya tidak?...

Tiada salah siapa-siapa. Everything happen for a reason... Tidak perlu mau salah kan sesiapa, tidak payah mau sesal apa-apa...

Kamu tidaak menyesal kenal saya?...

Apa yang mahu dikesalkan? Knowing you was one of the best thing ever happen to me. i am so grateful to be tested this way so that i can be stronger and brave enough to face the fact of life.... the fact that we are not living in a perfect world... only that we are always trying so hard to find a perfection that realistically never exist..!

give love to the right person...thats all i have to give.


"When you look in her eyes, and she’s looking back in yours, everything feels not quite normal, because you feel stronger, and weaker at the same time. You feel excited, and at the same time, terrified. The truth is you don’t know what you feel, except you know what kind of man you want to be. It’s as if you’ve reached the unreachable, and you weren’t ready for it. ” – Peter Parker on Mary Jane in Spiderman.

me* special entry for a special person..happy birthday sis... May ALLAH bless you with years of happiness to come... remember, there are always a light at the end of the tunnel... you never know what is waiting... all you have to do is just keep a little faith and enjoy every moments of your life... life so beautiful to be wasted... :D

the end..



somehow i dono wanna continue or not, lie to myself?
we ain't drifting apart...
though its really hard to pretend that nothing is changing...and somehow?
you said distance won't be a problem...
but to me, its does matter...
it's been long since i told you my h2h feeling...

found myself a job.
sm starting work next week.
and still manage to tell myself
' go strong, smile like there isn't tomorrow '

i've to adjust myself, to adapt a newlife.
& i doubt, i've time to meet up with my friends anymore.
& we're definitely gonna drift...

me* unknown