27.7.10

Psychosocial







I did my time and I want out, so abusive
Fate, it doesn't cut, the soul is not so vibrant
The reckoning, the sickening
Back at you, subversion, pseudo-sacred, pyscho virgin

Go tell your classes, go dig you graves
Then fill your mouth with all the money you will save
Sinking in, getting smaller again
Undone, it has begun, I'm not the only one

And the rain will kill us all
If we throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see
The preservation of the martyr in me

Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial
Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial

Oh, there are cracks in the road we lay
From when the devil fell, the secrets have gone mad
This is nothing new but would we kill it all
Fate was all we had

Who needs another mess, we could start over
Just look me in the eyes and say I'm wrong
Now there's only emptiness but I'm missing something
I think we're done, I'm not the only one

And the rain will kill us all
If we throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see
The preservation of the martyr in me

Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial
Psychosocial, psychosocial, psychosocial

The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!

Fake and defenseless lie
(Psychosocial)
I tried to tell you first
(Psychosocial)
Your hurtful lies are giving out
(Psychosocial)

Can't stop the killing
(Psychosocial)
I can't help if it's hunting season
(Psychosocial)
Is this what you want?
(Psychosocial)
I'm not the only one

And the rain will kill us all
If we throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see
The preservation of the martyr in me

And the rain will kill us all
If we throw ourselves against the wall
But no one else can see
The preservation of the martyr in me

The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!


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credit to PrincessC for the lyric..thx

gelisah




gelisanya hati penuh makna menyelimuti hari demi hari….
terus bergulir hati merana tersiksa menahan rindu entah mengapa……..gelisahnya hati berselimutkan rindu menitikkan air mata sendu…..
miris hati……
tidak setahun bersama, gelisahnya hati bertahun tidak menentu……mengharu biru….
duhai gelisah...gelisahnya hati *sight* kau pergi jua...the end..

19.7.10

3rd life's


the tittle has nothing to do with anything i'm writing...

HOWEVER!

I sense someone is missing me.”

- How do you know?

- Because I missed her too! ”

:)

BUT

i have few things to report on.

-i've lost my heart. it was stolen by someone .....
-i've fail to impress my parents
-i've learn to let go my strong loving feeling towards few of my ex-gf.
-i'm loving someone else more than ever before.
-got new hair , even i don't like, it but to make someone happy ..there! haha...
-yup!! go to the cinema for the first time in two years ..zzzz
-and i...don't even bother with others critics and insults.

* my resident evil 4 cd got damaged due, buy or lend me can?..*hurmm* the end....

4.7.10

for how long ?

Selalu-selalu dalam keadaan begini, penghujung? no idea..its suck to be stuck in this situation! *sight* yang selalu sakit begitu tidak berdaya untuk mengubah apabila kita benar-benar menginginkannya..dan aku telah melakukan banyak kesalahan dan aku aku terima segala hukuman sejak saat itu.. Apapun, rasa lega yang masih melegakan...dan aku sangat bersyukur untuk itu ..apa pun masi kacau bilau .....


yang pasti haru biru masih dekat dengan ku